I am not a Late Bloomer, I am a Procrastinator


Procrastanation depletes the energy and will power is a muscle that you have to train.

I find that I either wake up and get to work and be productive; the productivity carries through from each small task onto the next. Or I wake up and linger bad and the bad cycle starts of bad food, bad energy, bad attitude, self-hatred and guilt, and days that look  the same. So I start small and I eventually have the energy to tackle the big  tasks.

I have lived with procrastination for a very long time and that is an understatement. It convinced me that I am a “late bloomer”. It led me to feel guilty for wasting my potential and hate myself and took a toll on my self esteem. On the outside, I convinced myself that I am young and had time and shouldn’t take life too seriously, and that I was “relaxing”. But the truth is: procrastination leads to a lack of preparation which never put me at ease or made me  relaxed.

So tomorrow, get enough sleep, eat a good, healthy breakfast, and have a yourself a productive day.

Tip: If you’re day revolves around doing mundane things like cleaning/organizing, or driving around, get an audiobook that will inspire you and listen to it. I always convince myself that I am actually “reading” and doing the other stuff on the side,whenever I feel like I am missing out cause I am sitting at home doing “boring” tasks. Audible.com gives you the first book for free and if you don’t like it you can return it (wink, wink).

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I can relate and It sucks!

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4ever21christina

Christina is 25 years old, living in Los Angeles, USA. She graduated in 2013, earning her Bachelor of Arts degree in Literature and Creative Writing. Christina is a curious soul, so she filled her college career with classes about art, philosophy, fashion, photography, etc. You name it, she took it (say... archery? Yes. Hmm belly dancing? Yes!). Yes, it all that "learning" did result in prolonging her stay at college, but she doesn't regret it one bit, as she feels ready as ever to produce this blog to you and introduce you to her colorful world! She has three blogs, make sure to check them out: 4ever21Christina https://4ever21christina.wordpress.com A blog for the happy, modern, well-rounded woman. Today Is the Day http://everdayinspirationalquotes.wordpress.com Tune in for daily inspirational quotes plus their matching photos. I Heart Vocabulary http://iheartvocabulary.wordpress.com A vocabulary devoted blog.

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